Back to school blues

Going back to school today was more horrific than i expected! Especially when i was looking forward to returning for my last year of secondary school. The upsides were that Halloween, My birthday and Christmas are in the upcoming months and that i finish school in May, so i don't even do a full year.

However when i arrived there i was greeted by the same people who still stare at you when you walk in the room and judge what you are wearing, i was given great deals of homework and found out i am now 100% alone in one of my lessons.

To top it off the private space for sixth formers at my school as been transformed from it's comfortable state into a new modernized version of itself and seeing as i wasn't looking forward to it much anyway, now that i have spent time in there it really isn't nice.

Continuing on with a real downer day the weather wasn't what i was hoping for, it started out bright and sunny something you want to have on a new day. Then fairly quickly there was a down pour of rain that continued through out the day, quite like something you'd receive in December rather than September.

As i slouched through this unbearable day i then had something after school to attend to - though it was my own choice - i ventured into a nearby town to do some well needed job hunting, something i don't mind doing normally because i feel like i have achieved something    when i have gone out searching.

And although i did find a lot of job opportunities, walking around in the rain with the wind blowing your coat about and your bag too heavy because it's been loaded with new school books, made my experience pretty negative.

Therefore i retired early and treated myself to some blackberry lucozade and a peppermint cream bar. Luckily the bus was in the station and i was soon home for some tea.

Then there was the need to just sit down and talk to someone, tell them your problems and listen to their advice then talk about something completely off topic to make you forget why you aren't feeling too good.

That was on the top of the list to cheer myself up, however i couldn't get in touch with the person i wanted to talk to, so i am now going to go to bed still in a blue mood hoping that tomorrow is a happier day.

Let's just hope i get settled in to school pretty soon, it's not surprising i am getting fed up of being there, i have been there longer than i was supposed to.

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